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This is my life, or at least what i want you to read of it.
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THEY'RE GONE, THEY'RE GONE!!!!!!
Thats right, the relatives are gone finally, but it doesnt really matter, cause i gotta go to work in 2 hours, so i cant enjoy this peace and quite. Fuck the corporate world, and the god damn companies that dominate society. Ok, so Dans isnt a huge corporation, but i also live in a very small little world, so to me it is.
I feel fat...
And sick...
and my room has been taken over by my least favorite relative...
Thanksgiving sucks.
The only good thing about the day is that my cousin, who currently attends the University of Minnesota, is here for the weekend. Its fun hanging out with him. U of M people are cool!!!!!!
How did you enjoy that blatent sucking up?
P.S. Eric, how was the car trip up here? I would ask you in person, but I really dont wanna. Unless you come by Dans South on saturday btween, say, 2 PM and 9 PM. The I would get the oppertunity to see you in person.
Meh...
im going to follow Johns example, and do a random post night.
Work sucks...
horrably.
I wish i had some sort of a life, but being grounded prevents that
Old computer games can be fun.
"Use Map Settings" is the best way to play Starcraft.
"King of the Hill" is a very weird conservative show, but still funny though.
Its pathetic that i have nothing better to do then type on here.
stupidness is funny.
hanks testicles shrunk 20%, hehehe...
I wish people knew how i really felt about them, and if i knew how they felt about me. That would be very cool...
More people know who she is then i wish did, but then again, i wish people knew to i could talk to them about it. Bottling up emotions sucks ass
stupid deaf farting dog
yeah, i think im done now
maybe not
who knows
yeah, its over...
Parents suck. Thats all im going to say on this one.
after repeated requests, i fixed my About Me link so be happy dammit
"no love for myself
and no love for another"
These lyrics are my life right now. It sucks. But what can i say, this is how i feel. God damn people always piss me off, and i dont like that either. Oh well, ill work my way out of this.But it sucks to be here right now.
I hate nights alone. I wish i had someone to talk to sometimes. I wish i was loved, but know that in hte end, it just hurts even more than its truly worth. Fuck. I dont wanna be here anymore. Whats the fucking point. I hate the shit that goes on in my life sometimes. I wish it would end. but then i wouldnt be able to do anything. That would suck too
Meh...
Stupid sophomore stole my periodic table in chemistry today. God damn she pisses me off sometime. I dont know why she is always such a bitch. My life can be so petty sometimes, and it drives me crazy. I almost feel like crying right now, but for no aparent reason..
I almost feel like never talking to anyone ever again. All it does is cause more stress in my life. Relationship with people suck. You like one person, and they dont feel the same way. Then when you start to like someone else, the whole thing blows up in your face. A word of advice, never tell anyone anything of remote importance. It will only come back to bite you in the ass. God damn mother fucking asshole people. I wish I believed in solipsism. Then everything would be based on my mind, and nothing bad could ever happen. Im too much of an idealist for it to work though.
Slack days are good for the body and soul. I had 2 movies today, a review day, and a very easy test followed by doing absolutly nothing. I wish every day was this simplistic. that would make my life a helluva lot better.
Greatest movies of all time:
I wish i had more to do over my lunch hopur than waste it here in the library. Oh well, lifes like that sometimes.
Loren, my maneger, sucks. I swear to god that the man stalks me. He's suprisingly quite considering hes 6' 8", like a cheetah sneeking up on a gazelle. I need a life outside of work.
Life is very apathetic towards me right now, which isn't too cool. I wish i had someone who truly loved me sometimes, other times, im glad i dont have that type of commitment. Ironic how life works like that.
Showed up to work 10 min late tonight cause i wanted to set up my VCR to record the football game. I dont even know if i wanna watch it though, cause i know we lose. After work was klinda cool though, cause i went to go fill gas, and the price was down 30¢ a gallon. That was awesome. Bought a car was too, cause my baby hasnt had one since april 26 (that was prom night)and shes looking kinda filthy. Found a pretty kick ass lighter there too. I hasxblue lights that come on, and the flame burns green after a couple of seconds
First off, i'd like to say sorry to Kael for not posting his blog. My bad dude. Work is evil when you dont have anything to do. TIme travels slow. Not cool. I did get out 45 min. early last night, so all was good.
I feel very emo as of late. I dont know why, vbuit i do. Its like everyone on earth could care less about anything but themselves and that saddens me. I dont know why this sudden deppression has fallen over me, but i need to get out of it. I think its starting to affect my eating habits now too. Last night at work, i went on break, and all i had was a half-gallon of orange juice. And i drank the entire thing in 15 min. I dont know why exactly i did that, but i did. I did get to eat some of the left over pork spare ribs demo stuff, but it wanst all that great.
Not having money sucks. If i was trying to survive without it, that would be different, but i like having money around. I admit, im a materialist sometimes. Consumerism has its place in our society, but it has taken over so many aspects of our lives that it is no longer any good.
I cant stand my mom. What a bitch. All i ever get from her is shit about how im failing spanish. Like it really matters anyways. One bad grade isnt going to end my life. Especially the only true elective class im taking right now. I think i might drop it at semester and take photography instead. Either that or drop Prob and Stats, cause i really dont wanna do math this year. Ive become so damn lazy as of late. It annoys me.
Someone withsoe musical talent should write some music for some lyrics i have brewing. I havent played an insterment since 6th grade band, and i sucked at it then. John, you should hook me up with some mad tunes. That would be purty cooool man.
Q.O.T.D. : " Ian, if you break one more peice of expensive lab equipment, or catch the paper towels on fire again, we're voting you out of lab group."
Its like chemistry has become like the show "Survivor." I fuck up once or twice during the lab, and get my ass reamed for it. It pisses me off when juniors think they're smarter than i am, even though they obviously aren't. Fuck you too bruce. And brush your teeth at some point, cause seriously, you breath smells like ass.
Hmmm....
Not too very much going on in my life right now...
I will say one thing though, works sucks. im working full time hours on top of school. Thats right, 35+ hours at work each week, and only 30 at school. That makes for a long fucking week. Oh well, I need the money for my future education plans. ironic that I work a lot so I can get an education, but at the same time ity causes me to lose my education. Life sucks when that happens.
I feel special now cause Ear-Ache has my blog linked on his page. That makes me feel like someone actually cares about my life. nI should add his to my page, but i want to do it in a stylish way, so ill have to work on the HTML crap at somepoint. Unfortunalty, i only really have web access at shool now, so I'll end up doing it over my lunch hour, which doesn't leave me much time.
Found out that the D-men-nuts get to perform at the Demonnettes December invitational later next month. That will be funny as hell. The sad thing is, most of us probably remember the routines well enough where 2 or 3 practices will be more than enough to suffice.
A word of advice: Even though i havent lived long enough to be truly insightful, I havee learned enough to say this; Nevere , ever, ever try to drink a 2-liter of mountian dew in sapnish class. It hurts your belly. I've had to pee at least 4 times since 11:15. Thats once every 20 min since i finished the bottle off. That fucking sucks.
Wasting my lunch hour sucks, but i feel if i went down to the commons right now, i would vomit. For my stomach still hurts from earlier. To live at this school...
Dude, sledding at Tom O'Leary hill kicks ass. 'Nough said.
Tariff and Bicknell were no fun last night at walmart. Alex had to be home by 1 and, well, you know how Seth can be. Extreme ironing is fun though.
Wendy's is good at 11 at night. I wish i had somewhere to go, or something to do most nights, but alas, i sit at home doing this shit, over and over. I should go sleep, but i dont wanna, i should go clean my bathroom, but i dont wanna, i should go do something other than type shit in my blog, but i dont wanna.
People from century live weird lives, and are very rich. Thats all i gots to say on the matter. (if you wanna know more about why century kids are rich and weird. send me an email: blublank(at)hotmail.com)
Q.O.T.D.:
"Randi: god fucking ryan downloaded fuckin porn and now my computer is acting all fuckin stupid and all these goddamn pop ups...im gonna kick his fuckin ass
Me: porn is funny
Randi: not this fisting crap, this is disgusting"
Found a kick asss little gun today at work, fires little yellow pellets.I think I'm going to try and find some of those at walmart. That would be awesome as all hell.
Then in an attempt to keep my life from sucking too much, i tried to find somewhere to go, but ythere isnt anything to do. Oh well. I drove around for like 1 1/2 hours just thinking and driving. I do like to drive alot. Sat down by the river in Sertoma park. That was relaxing as all hell.
Quote(s) of the day:
"We can't help it, we're sophomores."
--Stupid sophomore from chemistry class
Me: "You like to play with balls alot, huh"
Randi: "Nah uh, well, maybe at christmas."
I hate gorder, yes i do do, i hate Gorder, how bout you!
Peacock- Isnt that more a of a command than a name of a wingëd beast.
hmm, my life is very boring.
very....
very...
boring.
I go bye bye now
Peace out.
To quote Kael," God fuckity damn damn." Heather and i broke up, cause she was being a bitch about shit. Apparently she wanted to break uip with me last week, but felt guilty about doing it, so she was trying to find a way for me to breakup with her. Not cool. That would not only make me mad at her for whatever she was going to do, but also that she could be that mean to me. Oh well, fuck it. Im so apathetic about the whole situation. I find it funny actually. And on top of that, i can pursue other certain intrests of mine.
It would be pretty cool if this other girl liked me, cause i really like her alot.
Its kinda funny actually, cause at work today, Lee totally guessed who she is, and nobody even knows that i like anyone else yet. It kinda caught me off guard today when he said it too. It just came out of the blue. Not like we were actually talking about relationships either, he was standing there bagging an order, and bam, "So are you going to ask ________out?" It kinda stunned me. But in a good way too. Hmm...
I have a new found respect for Randi now too, i never thought in my entire life that i would have talked to her as much as i do now, or learn as much about her life. Its funny how people can tell you shit that completely changes your veiw on them as a person. I really , truely look up to her now.
I HATE WORK
I LOVE MY JOB
that is your paradox for the day.
Quote of the day- "God fuckitey damn damn"
Quote of the day #2- "I thought this yearbook would suck, all we did was eat in that class. And i was kicked out of the lab half the year for playing too many games."
--Last years Yearbook Editor.
Sophomores (well really only two of them) piss me off.
Thats all i got
Ive worked 28 hours int he last 4 days, and ive spent 23.5 of those outside pushing cart in the blowing snow.
It was fucking awesome!!!
Got to skip school today too, for a NIPA workshop. Spent all day wandering around the capitol building taking random pictures of shit. And, i got free proccessing. THANK YOU Bob's Photo.
Jay Leno is an ass-hole, He likes to makle fun of people who, not only does he not know, but are probably suffering some misfortune right now. Oh well, i get to not go to school tommorow so i can take pictures of stuff around bismarck. NIPA is the coolest thing ever dawg. I wish they would hold more workshops in the bismarck area. Then i would never got o school.
Hey, ass-holes, go post on my message board, cause it hasnt been used in forever. http://blublank2.proboards20.com
Whipped shitties after work tonight, completely fucking awesome.
Left my window down oin one though, and completely covered the inside of my car with snow, not so cool.
Thats all i really got, so, do something important with your life...
(not like you do anyways)