The show last night kicked ass like nothing else. Video coming soon.

 posted by blublank :|: February 29, 2004 15:32 :|: comments

 

I might actually have fun this weekend. Even though i dont have any way to get around. Hmmmm....

 posted by blublank :|: February 26, 2004 23:27 :|: comments (2)

 

I think I've pin-pointed the source of all the problems in my life. They all stem from the maternal side of my family. More specifically the last of the offspring before me. She yells at me for every little thing. Tonight we were talking about how she wants to go on a trip to my uncles house over easter break. He lives down in Dallas. I say thats a great idea. Then she says that we could maybe go to a Rangers game. I tyhen proceed to say how i dont really want to go to abaseball game because im not really too interested in the teams playing. She then freaks out, tells me im argumenitive, and tells me i can no longer go on the trip. This because i disagree with one of her 'potential'plan. Not like this shit is set in stone yet. Hell, she was even asking if we thought it was a good idea. But when i voice my opinion, i get bitched out. God i cant wait to graduate. Only 87 days left...

 posted by blublank :|: February 25, 2004 20:51 :|: comments (1)

 

My hands smell funny cause of the chemicals in photography class. Ewwww.

 posted by blublank :|: February 25, 2004 16:18 :|: comments (2)

 

No school for Ian today. If only i dint feel like shit to accompany my otherwise glorious day. I need more of these kkind of days, home alone, with nothing to do but sleep, eat, listen to music, and play nintendo. I know, pathetic, but it's fun to do every once in a while.

 posted by blublank :|: February 23, 2004 15:19 :|: comments (2)

 

Rocked bismarck tonight with a couple people from work. Had nowhere to go, so we just drove. A good thing to, being as one of the guys had just purchased 4 40's, and i wasnt in the mood to go get drunk.

I miss doing stuff with people. Tonight rocked just because i got to leave the house, and go hang-out with someone. My life seems so useless sometimes. There is no real purpose to it. I wish people outside my family actually cared about me sometimes. I think i might go to Sara's tommorow night for her birthday party. I'll only be going though because i have nothing better to do after work. Maybe if someone ;) calls me, i'll go somewhere else, but until that happens, its birthday party time. (I am afraid of calling people, so i leave it up to others. Shitty, i know, but i am truely afraid of it.)

The only thing i truely look forward to in my life is movong away from here. Leaving this shit-hole town, this shit-hole life. So very few redeeming quallities about this state. I just want out. Graduation in 92 days and counting...

 posted by blublank :|: February 21, 2004 01:37 :|: comments (1)

 

I feel really depressed about everything right now. It sucks. I have no motivation to do anything. I want to do stuff, but i dont have the energy to anymore. I just want to go crawl in a hole and die. I feel like i no longer have any purpose here. Nothing i do is good enough, and when i try harder, that isnt good enough. The bar keeps going up. I just feel like quitting everything. Fuck...

 posted by blublank :|: February 18, 2004 22:04 :|: comments (2)

 

Im up early again. Need to fry some churros for spanish class. Now my house smells like shit, and i have oil burns on my hands. Very painful.

 posted by blublank :|: February 13, 2004 08:51 :|: comments

 

*sigh*

I don't get to spend valentines day with my girlfriend. She will be out of town, skiing.

*sigh*

 posted by blublank :|: February 12, 2004 22:39 :|: comments

 

i am a

Cold Stone Thug

Thats right bitch, lower west side cold stone thug.

 posted by blublank :|: February 11, 2004 20:26 :|: comments (1)

 

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Im hiding.

Dont tell anyone where i am at.

Photography is boring when theres nothing to do, but the 'nuts' were hot today.

 

 posted by blublank :|: February 11, 2004 15:16 :|: comments

 

Three meaningful posts in one day. That has to be a record for me.

 posted by blublank :|: February 11, 2004 08:13 :|: comments

 

Work sucks when managers are asses. Im all ready to leave, have my dairy department all faced, everything full, and what does Sharon say on ym walk-through? "Eeon (she never says my name right, even though ive been there 2 years ) you need to make sure all of your stuff is faced before you call for a walk-through. Every little bit helps night crew" Every thing was faced. Everything was full. Damn her.

After work was fun. I went over to the ice cream parlor to visit sara. Helped her close, and got myself some free ice cream. Always good.

 posted by blublank :|: February 10, 2004 22:54 :|: comments

 

I really like every aspect of my life right now, except for my home life. I have a feeling that wont get any better. Everything else is though. Going to hit up cold stone after work. Nelson convinced me to work for him from 7-10 tonight. Dumb bastard. Got $5 for it though, so its not all bad. 35 hours this week though. That sucks ass. Oh well, shit happens.

 posted by blublank :|: February 10, 2004 18:29 :|: comments

 

I hate days like today. I had to be at school at 7 for nuts practice, but then when we finished at 8, it left me with an hour and a half to kill. So, here i sit.

Typing

So very bored.

I was think last ngiht, which is quite the feat in-and-of-itself. Never before in my entire life have i ever really ever been grounded. Ever. Now, in my senior year, my mom grounds me. And its been constant since october. She tries to control everything i say and do. Always says im wrong, argueminative, and disrespectful. She's hypocritical in every sense of the word.

She keeps telling me shes afraid that when i leave to got to college that im never going to come back. Then she goes off and treats me like shit. What would my motivation be to return if this is how she treats me? Why stay around what you hate? Yet everyday she tells me i need to respect her more. I want to scream "Respect must be recipricated in order to work. You treat me like shit, thats how you deserve to be treated."

 posted by blublank :|: February 10, 2004 08:39 :|: comments

 

Un-edible grease. Mmmm, tasty.

 posted by blublank :|: February 09, 2004 22:29 :|: comments

 

Boredom abound. I wish i had something to do for the next 30 minutes. But alas, i sit here typing. Oh well, i have to go to work at 5. At least then ill have something to do. But then again, its work. I hate work. Oh well, sometimes things are required in life that one doesnt particularly care for.

 posted by blublank :|: February 09, 2004 16:25 :|: comments (1)

 

I'm bored. Oh so bored. I think ill watch a movie.

 posted by blublank :|: February 07, 2004 19:00 :|: comments

 

I dont know why i feel like posting all of a sudden. Just feel the need to. Bravo is showing the Rocky Horror Picture Show tonight. I think Tina might come over to watch it, but I'm not sure yet. I hope she does, but if not, i might just go to bed early so i can get up on time for my ACT's tommorow. Im trying to get a better score than my previous 25.

 posted by blublank :|: February 06, 2004 19:15 :|: comments (1)

 

So, now that i need a new car, any suggestions? Im looking in the $2000-$3000 range. Something reliable, with good gas milage. Perferably a 5-speed 2-door, but thats optional.

 posted by blublank :|: February 04, 2004 16:55 :|: comments (2)

 

$1250

Thats the cost of replacing my tranny. It looks like im getting a new car. If only i could afford something nice. Dont think thats going to happen though. Oh well...

 posted by blublank :|: February 04, 2004 16:53 :|: comments

 

John keeps grabbing my ass. Its really amusing.And just slightly gratifying...

Chinpokemon Rule!!!

I watch too much South Park. They are trying to destroy the american goverment though, so its all good.

I think I've finally detroyed my car. The 3-speed automatic doesnt shit out of first, and slips into that even. I might get a new car. That would be nice. Maybe a new Eclispe...

 posted by blublank :|: February 03, 2004 20:32 :|: comments (4)

 

wo0T

We're speaking again. The joy is overwhelming.

 posted by blublank :|: February 02, 2004 16:38 :|: comments (8)

 

I wish i wasnt such an ass.
I wish she would talk to me

 posted by blublank :|: February 02, 2004 12:19 :|: comments

 

work is so much fun when i have to do the work of 2 people. Oh joy!


Oh well, since it was so slow, i had like 5 extra people back helping me. Shit got done on time. That never happens. Plus, we made a basketball hoop out of an egg box, so that killed an hour and a half for us. It was actually a pretty good night.

 posted by blublank :|: February 01, 2004 22:24 :|: comments